February 27, 2007

Little Star Without A Sky (Piccola Stella Senza Cielo - Ligabue)

What do you do
Between all
This crowd
Are you that want
Or in the end you don't care
Many are looking for you
Muddled by your light without future
The other are stretching
They wish to take it into their darkness
You will burn
Little star without sky
You will show out
We'll be enchanted as you blast in flight
You will melt
After a trail, a blow, a veil
You will take down
Because only a thread takes you up know
Hold on
The other stars are disposed to
Only sometimes you think
It's not enough
Maybe it will happen
That you will close your eyes again
Or it will be only
An half hour parenthesys
You will burn
Little star without a sky
You will show out
We'll be enchanted as you blast in flight
You will melt
After a trail, a blow, a veil
You will take down
Because only a thread takes you up know





Cosa ci fai                                                                        
In mezzo a tutta
Questa gente
Sei tu che vuoi
O in fin dei conti non ti frega niente
Tanti ti cercano
Spiazzati da una luce senza futuro.
Altri si allungano
Vorrebbero tenerti nel loro buio
Ti brucerai
Piccola stella senza cielo.
Ti mostrerai
Ci incanteremo mentre scoppi in volo
Ti scioglierai
Dietro a una scia un soffio, un velo
Ti staccherai
Perche' ti tiene su soltanto un filo, sai
Tieniti su
Le altre stelle son disposte
Solo che tu a volte credi
Non ti basti
Forse capitera'
che ti si chiuderanno gli occhi ancora
O soltanto sara'
Una parentesi di una mezz'ora
Ti brucerai
Piccola stella senza cielo.
Ti mostrerai
Ci incanteremo mentre scoppi in volo
Ti scioglierai
Dietro a una scia un soffio, un velo
Ti staccherai
Perche' ti tiene su soltanto un filo, sai

Posted on 02/27/2007 1:05 PM Comments (0)

February 21, 2007

Notes To The Frank Iero Lookalike And The Carnival Party!

I have to write this journal because I know someone here could go mad for my Frankie lookalike.
So first of all, thanks to Whatsername666 and Fellforgee for let me have their pics of Frank with x-es!!

Then....I use to have a "strange" look every year for the carnival night, even if I don't like carnival. I went to a party where you need a mask, so beacuse I wont have a mask I get a make up. This year starts to me with me having a buzznet page, and going around I saw this pics of Frank Iero with the x-es......it really inspired me! So here I am with the Frankie make up.
I know I look really weird with it....eh eh eh....but I really enjoy it!! For the clothes...nothing special, my everyday clothes, I was wearing black shirt and red tie before Frank!!!

Oh the Carnival Party! I know...I'm not the one that is mean to be in a carnival party. But I really enjoy that party, this is the only time when I like to go to disco. Because they put on all this fool songs, like '60, '70 italian songs....so crazy!! And the group ball!! I like to jump up and down on the dancing floor making a mess around those preps.....Last night I also put up a fight afther Basket Case........I'm sorry but I really can't dance on Basket Case....it needs a pogo.....eh eh eh!!

So, as now you know, if you like my pics leave a comment, if you don't.....well....simply leave my world!

Love, Tessa.

Posted on 02/21/2007 6:47 AM Comments (0)

February 20, 2007

This Time Imperfect (AFI)



This sunny days really make me sad. I have that inverted emotions, I'm only happy when it rains. And in those days I have holidays, I am at home alone. I have holidays and that means I start to think, music doesn't help on that because I know every single song I hear so fuckin' well and I have that bad habit to lock a thought to every song I like.
I feel weak, I'm sick of goin' on. This time I'm leaving all beind. I've failed some important thing for my life last week, and I have to redo all my lifeplan. I'm so weak!! I feel like losing my (proverbial) strengt of goin' on. I can go forward or backward, I'm here still, not able to go anywhere. Only so fucking weak.
Oh, and I can't tell somebody how I feel because, I am the strong one, I am the one that takes all the world on, I can't tell my daddy I'm giving up!
I can't wait for the new courses to start, that will be something to fill my mind.....only something new!


I cannot leave here, I cannot stay
Forever haunted, more than afraid
Asphyxiate on words I would say
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share for you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave
Just like all I loved, I'm make believe
Imagined heart, I disappear
Seems... no one will appear here and make me real

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me

I'd tell you how it haunts me
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
You don't care that it haunts me

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much you...


Posted on 02/20/2007 4:05 AM Comments (1)

February 18, 2007

I Tought I Was Going To Die!

Lunga e diritta correva la strada                         Long and straight the street was running
L'auto veloce correva                                        The car was running fast
La dolce estate era già cominciata                      The sweet summer has just begin
Vicino lui sorrideva                                            Beside you he was smiling
Vicino lui sorrideva.                                           Beside you he was smiling
Forte la mano teneva il volante                            Strong the hand was holding the wheel
Forte il motore cantava                                       Loud the engine was singing
Non lo sapevi che c'era la morte                         And you didn't know there were death
Quel giorno che ti aspettava                                This day it was waiting you
Quel giorno che ti aspettava                                This day it was waiting you
Non lo sapevi ma cosa hai provato                      You didn't know but what did you felt
Quando la strada è impazzita                               When the street went crazy
Quando la macchina è uscita di lato                      When the car went out the side
E sopra un'altra è finita                                         And on another car it fell
E sopra un'altra è finita.                                        And on another car it fell
Non lo sapevi ma cosa hai sentito                         You didn't know but what did you felt
Quando lo schianto ti ha uccisa                             When the crash killed you
Quando anche il cielo di sopra è crollato               Whan also the sky above fell down
Quando la vita è fuggita                                         When life ran away
Quando la vita è fuggita.                                        When life ran away
Vorrei sapere a cosa è servito                                I want to know at what it served
Vivere, amare, soffrire                                           To live, to love, to suffer
Spendere tutti i tuoi giorni passati                           To spend all your days
Se così presto hai dovuto partire                            If you had to gone away
Se presto hai dovuto partire.                                  If you had to gone away
Voglio però ricordarti com'eri                                 I want to remember how you were
Pensare che ancora vivi                                          Thinking you're still alive
Voglio pensare che ancora mi ascolti                      I want to think you still hear me
E come allora sorridi                                              And that like before you smile
Che come allora sorridi
                                          That like before you smile



Last night I went out with a complete asshole! A guy who was meant to be a punk/metal boy and comes to me dressed like an office man. A fuckin' guy that was drinking all the night, not for having fun, just drinking. A guy that was going to beat other guys on the pub just because....they was looking at him!
And as if it wasn't enough, on the way back home, his friend drove his car as fast as he can, like we was doing a fucking race. A fucking race on that fucking street in my town, when so many friends of mine lose their life!! I was thinking to die, I was thinking to die so hard I still can deal with it. All my death  friends faces went in my mind in this two minutes of complete caos, my friend Alessandra screaming to stop, me grabbing on the seat. Fuckin' shit! Never go out with a drunken asshole!!

Posted on 02/18/2007 5:27 AM Comments (3)

February 16, 2007

I'm not growing up, just burning out!!

I declare I don't care no more
I'm burning up and out and growing BORED
In my smoked out BORING room
My hair is shagging in my eyes
Dragging my feet to hit the street tonight
To drive along these shit town lights

I'm NOT growing up
I'm just burning OUT
And I STEPPED in line
to walk amongst the DEAD

APATHY has rained on me
Now I'm feeling like a SOGGY dream
So close to drowning but I DON'T MIND
I've lived inside this MENTAL cave
Throw my emotions in the GRAVE
HELL,who needs them anyway

I'm not GROWING up
I'm just BURNING out
And I stepped in LINE
to WALK amongst the dead

(Green Day, Burnout)

Oh my dear friends! This fucking week is finally over!! I had a lot of stress, panic attacks, cry crysis, laughing crysis, nervous breakdowns etc...and for what? For examinations!! Oh oh!! At the end I can laugh of it but....that's a little bit scaring!
But it's over, it came to it's end, like always, I'm stronger than yesterday know.
But I feel so weak now! I'm thinking of my life, where is it going? Today it all seems so boring and empty, so fucked up, like going nowhere.

I had all this pressure and stress for what?
Four exams in a week
And of this exams:
1. the first one has been erased
2. the second one the theacher was ill
3. the third was so easy that hurts
4. the fourth was a real mess, whit a shit of panic attack!

The only thing I'm thinking right now is to go out, join my friends, have a drink, listen to good music and sleeeeeep! Just sleeeeep!!



Posted on 02/16/2007 10:46 AM Comments (0)

February 10, 2007

My Chemical Romance - Thank You For The Venom


Sometimes happens that you find songs that say exactly what your thinking. And so is for this song. I always hated people that try to force me into a religion or a believing only beacause I "can't live without it"! And I hate all the people that fight against me beacause I'm baptised and I've refused it. All the people that wanted me to be christian only beacause I'm Italian and beacuse this is tradition. All the people that want me to do that and this only beacuse is GOD that says it! All the people that told me I don't have to be sad for all the beloved friends I lose, for my dead mother, for my grandparents I never meet, for all the lost people in the world, just because their in heaven just beside GOD. All the people that tells me not to be scared by death because it's only the beginning of the real life........Fuck Off!
Dead is the END, and we'll die alone, as alone we came in this life. And there will be no sins or regrets, just a corpse and worms.

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A volte capita di trovare una canzone che da voce ai tuoi pensieri. E' questo il caso di questa canzone. Ho sempre odiato le persone che provano a spingermi verso una religione o una credenza solo perchè "non posso vivere senza"! E odio tutte quelle persone che mi combattono perchè sono battezzata e ora rifiuto la mia religione. Tutte le persone mi vogliono cristiana solo perchè sono italiana e perchè è una "tradizione". Tutte le persone che vogliono che io lo faccia solo perchè è DIO che lo vuole! Tutte le persone che mi hanno detto di non essere triste per tutti gli amati amici che ho perso, per mia madre che è morta, per i nonni che non ho mai conosciuto, per tutte le persone perse nel mondo, solo perchè sono in paradiso proprio accanto a DIO. Tutte le persone che mi sicono di non essere spaventata dalla morte perchè è solo l'inizio della vera vita....Fottetevi!!
La morte è la FINE, e moriremo soli, come soli siamo venuti al mondo. E non ci saranno peccati o rimpianti, solo un cadavere e dei vermi.


Thank You For The Venom                                                 Grazie Per Il Veleno
My Chemical Romance                                                        My Chemical Romance

 
Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal                Sorella, non sono proprio un poeta, ma un criminale
And you never had a chance,                                   E non hai mai avuto scelta

Love it, or leave it, you can't understand                  Amalo o lascialo, non puoi capire
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,                     Una bella faccia, ma lo fai quindi va avanti
And on, And on                                                      E avanti, e avanti

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me                  Non andrò sulla scena se mi pagherai
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,          Sono solo quello che il dottore mi ha reso, avanti
And on, And on, And on                                         E avanti e avanti e avanti

Love is the red the rose on your coffin door             L'amore è la rosa rossa sul coperchio della tua bara
What's life like bleeding on the floor?                       E' la vita come sanguinare sul pavimento?
The floor, The floor                                                 Il pavimento, il pavimento

You'll never make me leave                                     Non mi farai andare via
I wear this on my sleeve                                          Lo dico con il cuore in mano
Give me a reason to believe                                     Dammi una ragione per credere
So give me all your poison                                       Quindi dammi tutto il tuo veleno
And give me all your pills                                         E dammi tutte le tue pillole
And give me all your hopeless hearts                        E dammi tutti i tuoi cuori senza speranza
And make me ill                                                      E fammi star male
You're running after something                                 Stai correndo dietro qualcosa
That you'll never kill                                                 Che non ucciderai mai
If this is what you want                                            Se è questo quello che vuoi
Then fire at will                                                        Allora spara a vista

Preach all you want, but who's gonna save me?        Prega quello che vuoi ma chi mi salverà?
I keep a gun on the book that you gave me              Tengo una pistola nel libro che mi hai dato
Hallelujah, lock and load                                          Hallelujah, chiuso e carico
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent's son         Nero è il bacio, il tocco del figlio del serpente
It aint the mark of the scar that makes you one,        Non è il segno della cicatrice che ti rende unico
And one, And one, And one                                    E uno, e uno, e uno

You'll never make me leave                                     Non mi farai andare via
I wear this on my sleeve                                          Lo dico con il cuore in mano
Give me a reason to believe                                     Dammi una ragione per credere
So give me all your poison                                       Quindi dammi tutto il tuo veleno
And give me all your pills                                         E dammi tutte le tue pillole
And give me all your hopeless hearts                        E dammi tutti i tuoi cuori senza speranza
And make me ill                                                      E fammi star male
You're running after something                                 Stai correndo dietro qualcosa
That you'll never kill                                                 Che non ucciderai mai
If this is what you want                                            Se è questo quello che vuoi
Then fire at will                                                        Allora spara a vista

You'll never make me leave                                      Non mi farai mai andare via
I wear this on my sleeve                                           Questo lo dico con il cuore in mano
You wanna follow something                                    Vuoi seguire qualcosa
Give me a better cause to lead                                  Dammi una causa migliore da seguire
Just give me what I need                                           Dammi solo quello di cui ho bisogno
Give me a reason to believe                                      Dammi una ragione per credere

So give me all your poison                                       Quindi dammi tutto il tuo veleno
And give me all your pills                                         E dammi tutte le tue pillole
And give me all your hopeless hearts                        E dammi tutti i tuoi cuori senza speranza
And make me ill                                                      E fammi star male
You're running after something                                 Stai correndo dietro qualcosa
That you'll never kill                                                 Che non ucciderai mai
If this is what you want                                            Se è questo quello che vuoi
Then fire at will                                                        Allora spara a vista


(Mi dispiace per la brutta traduzione, davvero non rende il senso della canzone, come al solito quando si traduce una poesia!)

Posted on 02/10/2007 4:46 AM Comments (14)

February 7, 2007

Stereotypes


I Speak My Mind So I Must Be A Bitch

I Don't Have Religion So I Must Be Evil And Not Have Any Morals

I'm A Punk So I Must Do Drugs

I Wear Black So I Must Be A Goth Or A Emo

I'm Not A Virgin So I Must Be Easy

I'm Italian So I Must Have A Big Penis (??? Eh ???)

I Dye My Hair Crazy Colors So I Must Be Looking For Attention

I Have A Bunch Of Guy Friends So I Must Be Screwing Them All

I Wear What I Want So I Must Be A Poser

I'm A Dreamer So I Must Be Going In The Wrong Direction

I'm Single So I Must Be Ugly


Well! Eh Eh!!
I'm Victim Of All This Stereotypes!!!
But Who Give A Shit?

Posted on 02/07/2007 4:58 AM Comments (0)
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